never gonna grow up
i luv films about growing up. about how teeners and tweeners struggle to fit into the adult world. experience life with raging hormones. first luv. first crush. first sex. first smoke. first heartbreak. fitting in. going against the flow. rebelling against the establishment. hating parents and all symbols of authority. being lost. bad skin. pimples. wandering and wondering. the gap years between having a job, paying taxes and having a family and well, uhm, death. that's a very short time, mind you. you know what i mean. &&&&&& my teen-age years were a fog (no pun intended). i don't remember much of it. what can i say, i am old. i also don't remember much of my twenty's. it went so fast. when i woke up, i was already depressed and celebrating my 30th birthday (i felt old and thought death was knocking) at a friend's posh mansion in greenhills. my best friend baked me my favourite banana chocolate cake, her maids prepared the sumptuous d...